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A few days ago,I talked again to an old friend of mine.
A friend who was more than a friend in the past and somehow even now,even we just talked again for the first time since ages...
Back in the past, I was about to make this friend of mine my world...but I screwed up everything with my stupidity!
I still remember how this friend of mine touched my heart very deeply with her life story and just with the way she is...and how amazed I'd been by her fantastic taste for art,her rare skills and talents and her ability to carry feelings with her voice to actually canalize them directly into my heart...
She had sent me some of the songs she's written and I had to cry a lot about one of her songs...she's a real artist and I am still pretty surprised that she's not famous yet.
And I've been impressed by the way we seem to have the same taste in music and movies and other expressionistic tools of art...

In the past,I made many mistakes and that costed me her feelings...
But she forgave me and she gave me a song she'd composed for me...a song that is about her feelings back then...
This song touched my heart again.I don't know how she's doing it,but it made me cry very much, maybe it's the lyrics(even I don't actually understand them,a friend of mine translated them for me) or maybe it's her gift to express feelings with her voice...but I just feel such a maelstrom of feelings in my heart when I listen to that song...
Julia Dewanti-I'm your biggest fan!