Xie Xie,Chinese Girls^^...

Gee,how do they do it?
That's the question I keep asking myself lately...whenever I see a Chinese or Chinese looking girl, I suddenly feel so...anxious to get to know her!Is it their hair?Their proud appeareance?
I just remember, 2 weeks ago, in Stuttgart...I was waiting at the bus stop,for the next bus...then suddenly this really cute n gorgeous Chinese girl came up from the subway...I saw her and thought: "DAMN,she's really sweet,I hope she won't be waiting for the same bus"...cos I was scared I couldn't take my eyes off her if she'd do so...
but of course,with the usual bad luck of mine,she stopped near the stop sign and waited...and of course I couldn't stop looking at her...wondering why this always always happens to me...Why do I see the cutest and sweetest girls when I definitely know I won't have a chance to get to know them?
Well,the bus came and I was sitting just next to her...I could actually reach out with my hand if I'd have dared to do so.I was actually thinking to do so...in my mind,I was doing this,telling her in English(though she probably spoke German,but in my fantasy,I chose ENglish,weird,isn't it?) how adorable she'd look and that she's just soooooo darling...sigh,I felt like a 13 year old,having his first wet (day) dreams and feeling embarrassed about it:(
Well,she was obviously taking the same route as I did...so I started to develop a quite crazy plan...since reaching out for her hair in a public bus in Germany would probably lead to a lawsuit for sexual harrassment,I decided to wait till she gets off the bus and just ask for her phone number...what worse than a knee between my legs or a fist in my face could I expect?
So the bus stopped and I was ready to get after her...but damn,oh damn,she was too quick and already "diving" into a bunch of other students,going to just the same job school I'd been attending for a whole year in the past,but darn it,I've never seen this girl there:S...Screw you,destiny:(!
I don't know...everytime I see an Asian fellow somewhere,neither male or female,I feel suddenly like a kid at christmas...so anxious and eager,almost drooling...so willing and desperate with the wish to become that persons best friend,just because he or she is Asian...
Maybe I became like this because I really despise most Caucasians?Or maybe I've been Asian myself in a past life?Hmm,it's a good question I guess,but who knows the answer?I think my horoscope is correct...or the fortune teller that my mom saw when I was a few years younger...they both said that I'd definitely marry a NON-CAUCASIAN woman...well,even back then,it wasn't really like a surprise for me:P
So this Friday,something similar happened...I saw this really pretty,but also a bit very self confidential looking Chinese girl...maybe between 20-28...she was taking the same bus I was taking to get back home...this time,I couldn't sit next to her,but I was really sure I'd ask this girl for her number or at least tell her I'd like to get to know her...well,but I don't know,maybe my guardian angel wanted to save me from the embarrassment or it was just bad luck...but when I had to leave the bus,she was still on it:(
Guess I've to continue staring at the Chinese woman I see each time we've job school cos she takes the same bus in Stuttgart-Vaihingen:P...
Xie Xie,Chinese girls...I adore you...but damn,why are you so hard to reach:'(?